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Journal Entry: Wed Mar 28, 2007, 2:39 PM

Mood: Miserable

I've deleted my gallery and I've decided to finally just up and leave this site....who knows, maybe I'll make a new account in the distant future, but for now I have no intention to post art on this account any longer. Take me off your watches and all that fun stuff

Lately, all art has made me is depressed and angry...I don't know why, but something I loved to do has only seemed to hurt me. I've just realized that it's not something I'll do with the rest of my life, and I no longer enjoy it..so there is no point in it...

"omg how emo and over dramatic," say what you want, but it's true. I am "emo," or whatever you want to call it...just an unhappy teen looking for a way out of the pain.

Bye

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*vampy6667

May 3, 2007, 8:14:23 PM

aww dont talk like that.of course art wont be something you might always do,but if it made you happy you shouldnt throw it away.you could express yourself through it like i do...just dont give up.plus i know that im a stranger to you but i know what its like to be angry all the time.

~DragonYoga

Mar 3, 2007, 6:56:03 AM

I love your style, so of course I had to watch ya!

Hope you have a great weekend!

=Shomia

Mar 3, 2007, 3:59:04 AM

Thanks for the watch! :3

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Don't overestimate me, I am still young

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~Renoun-Strife

Feb 28, 2007, 9:41:52 PM

Yea, well, I have a whole bunch of things I need to draw and haven't beause I don't have time >x<

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"Bow Chicka Bow Wow"-Tucker

~Renoun-Strife

Feb 22, 2007, 7:33:31 PM

YEa. I've really hated a lot of the stuff I've drawn lately, too. (Why alot of it hasn't made it into my gallery.) Pls, I can't get any of it to look teh way I wanted it to look like in my mind.

And other things as well...

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"Bow Chicka Bow Wow"-Tucker

~Renoun-Strife

Feb 20, 2007, 8:25:37 PM

It makes me frustrated sometimes >x<. I can never seem to make myself happy...

Boredum is my plot bunny. Bweehahah

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"Bow Chicka Bow Wow"-Tucker

~Renoun-Strife

Feb 19, 2007, 6:15:21 PM

Of course, an artist is never done improving their art.

Ah boredom. Many a weird thing from me has become of it.

yup.

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"Bow Chicka Bow Wow"-Tucker

~Renoun-Strife

Feb 18, 2007, 5:26:14 PM

I can't color like that (well). That's what I meant.

Yea! I still sorta am...I was bored haha XD. It was fun though.

ALmost everywhere it's the same screenname...unless it's one of my muses XD

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"Bow Chicka Bow Wow"-Tucker

~Renoun-Strife

Feb 17, 2007, 9:16:35 PM

Your welcome. (BTW, your CG makes me wanna cry XD.)

Yea. I am the brown puppy/ox thing that had that very long drawn out conversation w/ u and that green haired dude about gay marriage on the Valentines forum thingie. See, same screen name except with the added 'Strife' XD

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"Bow Chicka Bow Wow"-Tucker

~Renoun-Strife

Feb 16, 2007, 7:32:51 PM

Oh awesome! You live here too!! XD

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"Bow Chicka Bow Wow"-Tucker

~Vampire-Sam

Feb 11, 2007, 5:03:39 PM

*nod* That is quite true.
(I just wanted an excuse to post up the

emote xD)

*cling* Mrr, Raaachel... where are you? ; w ;

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_{But now, my last wish

Is that you do this with me

Kiss me here, and hold my hand

Let me feel like I’m the only one

I know you can

Won’t you do if for me now}

~Vampire-Sam

Feb 10, 2007, 1:05:26 PM

Bah, I missed the 1.5k pageview. u.u

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_{But now, my last wish

Is that you do this with me

Kiss me here, and hold my hand

Let me feel like I’m the only one

I know you can

Won’t you do if for me now}

*harlequinism

Jan 16, 2007, 1:41:41 AM

Hi!

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I want to spawn epiphanies in every generation.

~stan-span

Dec 16, 2006, 11:47:31 PM

Brilliant style! I've decided I'm going to watch you now.

~glimmer17

Oct 31, 2006, 11:03:15 PM

WOW LOVE UR STYLE

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~Cynical-Vampire

Oct 18, 2006, 4:09:15 PM

1,000 Pageviews

woo

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~Animixter

Oct 1, 2006, 5:22:22 AM

Thank You very much for the Fav :"D

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~so-normal

Sep 24, 2006, 4:48:22 PM

Thanks for the visit.

Lovely art. ^^

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^<3

~Cynical-Vampire

Sep 2, 2006, 10:57:19 PM

800 Pageviews

woo

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"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb..."

*Winzer

Aug 24, 2006, 10:05:55 AM

your art makes me yip with joy.

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"It’s hard to admit, my weaknesses can consume me.
I search for the cure in the bottles of varied volumes.
The joke of it is I express myself without purpose
Yet you devour my smallness, The madness to make believe."
Monsters Invisible, MCS

~Cynical-Vampire

Aug 22, 2006, 8:27:42 PM

lmfao, Haha, you're so stupid, didn't think you'd actually type that out XD

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"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb..."

~Vampire-Sam

Aug 21, 2006, 11:54:24 PM

Rachel you're amazing! I wish I could be you!

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_{But now, my last wish

Is that you do this with me

Kiss me here, and hold my hand

Let me feel like I’m the only one

I know you can

Won’t you do if for me now}

~s-s-sara